Tuesday, October 30, 2012

7,418 miles


7,418 miles. That’s the distance between the two lives I have lived.

Two years ago, I embarked on an adventure with one man and two dogs. We took whatever we could fit in our suitcases and left the rest to chance. What we lacked in resources, we made up for in hope. It was supposed to be the beginning of wonderful things and an extraordinary life together.

When I think back to that time, I remember the love story that sparked it all. It began like a scene out of a romantic comedy. The middle was a wild journey that unfolded before our eyes. And the ending – well, we simply did not prevail. Not all love stories have a happy ending. Some end like mine did – beautifully tragic.

I chose to save my heart and my dreams for another day. And yet, I left a piece of my heart out there. I don’t know if it will ever return. Sometimes I think it may travel forever in the wind, but I’m ok with that. I’m still here and I choose to prevail. Life continues to unfold. Happiness continues to find me. And I know my story has yet to be written.

It’s 14,836 miles there and back. I know because that’s the distance my heart has traveled.


Thursday, October 4, 2012

Love Affair

An innocent glance your way
Drawn to the charm of your gaze
The different angles of bliss
And the soothing warmth of light
From your eyes, from your lips
Truth stretching from cheek to cheek
A glimpse folding into minutes
Minutes melting into moments
Of laughter and mirth past
Etched in memory and untouched by time
Settling as specks of magical dust
Fallen on my heart content
Stealing peeks at your grace-
Ever constant, ever changing-
Realizing once and again
The light you have shone upon me
Is the look of love and devotion
Freely sought, freely given.

January 2002